You can't hold people culpable for trials held in your own head
How you gonna call me toxic when you start screaming when you get mad
Was I supposed to take it, let you trample me with wrong facts
You can't take someone trying to improve if it doesn't come right back
To you, and I know your ex did a good job jumping ship
But I still helped you through it, saying you did things right and shit
How blinded must I have been to constantly let you in
You tested all my empathy, and I'm the one who let you do it

Hook:
(You)  ruined me, ruined me, ruined me
(Ooh), you and me, you and me, you and me 
Who? knew that given a little of time, the darkness inside of me would turn to light
(Ooh) I'm learning, I'm learning, I'm learning
(Ooh) It's burning, it's burning, it's burning 
True to what they say, the devil can't exist in the light of day 

Now get this I'm not trying to martyr myself now,
But I'm sure you've heard that what goes up must come down
And it came crashing down, on me
Cause when the time was right you stop pulling and you pushed
put me right where you wanted me
You said you needed saving from your so-called  fears
And I did what I could to help and forgot myself for over a year
Now I'm back to myself I realize my fucked up spine is due to you,
Bent over backwards jumping through hoops just to see you through.

Hook:
(You)  ruined me, ruined me, ruined me
(Ooh), you and me, you and me, you and me 
Who? knew that given a little of time, the darkness inside of me would turn to light
(Ooh) I'm learning, I'm learning, I'm learning
(Ooh) It's burning, it's burning, it's burning 
True to what they say, the devil can't exist in the light of day

I guess after all that, you won't see me walk past, I'm just dead to you.
you won't tell your friends that we stopped talking, 
cause you know that they'll be on my side
And you can't handle confrontation when  you know that you're not right
Avoidance and cowardice, I guess they suit you just fine  
What I need can only breathe when you're gone
I'm practicing abstinence from this absinth you had me on
Your exes  took to drinking
Who could think a person could go on 
Celebrating so long after righting a wrong 

Hook:
(You)  ruined me, ruined me, ruined me
(Ooh), you and me, you and me, you and me 
Who? knew that given a little of time, the darkness inside of me would turn to light
(Ooh) I'm learning, I'm learning, I'm learning
(Ooh) It's burning, it's burning, it's burning 
True to what they say, the devil can't exist in the light of day 

I should have trusted my gut cause when I think of you I feel sick 
Vomit inducing, like a crack addict who can no longer get high 
or get by, withdrawal the only thing on the mind 
And it's fine (but it isn't)
I should have probably checked your best by date 
Your expiration has really left me with a sour taste
Food poisoning being the name of the game
Cause every part of you I ingest, made me feel more of the same
Worse for wear, my body's rejecting you but it's too late
You've already turned my insides to black
Turned my light into a darkness and
You grabbed the sun, sunk it, and then claimed it was a fair fight
Your arrogance is overwhelming, all you have is your backbite

Hook:
(You)  ruined me, ruined me, ruined me
(Ooh), you and me, you and me, you and me 
Who? knew that given a little of time